Good evening from the wee hours of the morning.
I haven't updated this is forever. Oops. If I were ever to be in the mood to write about life tonight would be it hands down.
Today has been...a utter pain the ass to put it plainly. I spent yesterday morning throwing up and then sleeping the rest of the day. This "morning", 2-something in the afternoon, I woke up and promptly was bombard with complete bullshit, having my way of life scrutinized by an individual who by no means has the right to judge my life. Honestly, it amazes me that people take the time to sit and worry/get upset about my life when in all reality they should look in the mirror to deal with all the problems they should be solving in their own life. I don't sit around pondering, criticizing the way you live because, for one, it's not my business and for two, I don't really care. Trust me, I have plenty of things I could point out to you about how you do things and how things run in your house, but that's just it...it's YOUR house. What goes on there is for you and your family, then same goes for me. It doesn't matter if you understand it or accept it, you don't need to. I'm sorry that you feel the need to put me down to make yourself happier about yourself. In that respect, I can honestly say I pity you.
In the end, all you have managed to do is make yourself look like a complete fool/judgemental petty bitch. Harsh? Yes. The truth? You bet.
I'm really excited that Josh and I are going to be going home for Christmas. I can't wait to see everyone and be around family and friends who love and care about me. If this whole stupid unneccesary ordeal has showed me anything it's... 1) Live life the way YOU want, anyone who has issues with it can move along because your opinion has no value. 2)Real friends and family truly do accept you for who you are and don't judge you for it.
Obvious things, but once again reinforced by individuals who contribute to the negative energy of the world.
I'm thankful to have the negative energy out of my life. Lord knows I don't need it.
On that note I'm going to escape into Musicland until I fall asleep.
Good night :)
<3 Amber
Current Location: Yuma, AZ
Time: 1:45 a.m.
Weather Conditions:53 and clear
Quote/Lyric/Thought: "Karma moves in two directions. If we act virtuously, the seed we plant will result in happiness. If we act nonvirtuously, suffering results."
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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